~Looking into Your Eyes~

The world stops when I look into your eyes

there's nothing left of time or sound..

but the rhythm of our heard beats..

thudding together..

slowly and full with anticipation..

and then fast and rising with heat and excitement

No words need to be spoken

for silent words that couldn't be expressed by any language

were drifting through our eyes..

I look into the depth of your eyes

and see the tenderness of them almost taking shapes or poetry..

a poetry that is so gentle and pure..

like a silver-like stream

You hold my face in your palm..

so delicatley..

and  it seems like my soul has been touched by it's long lost mate..

finally after all the waiting and yearning..

it feels so worm and complete

Emotions rise in me until it my chest threats to burst

I'm so overwhelmed that I can't even speak

every heart beat comes out calling your name

and every cell in my body exclaims

gasping.."I love you"

And then everything just floats beyond words

~Frozen Back~

life is flowing by me so fast..

and i can't get a grip on it..

I feel so confused and lost..

like something isn't in it's place..

like a precious peice of my soul is lost..

Some other times I feel like I'm waiting for something..

Waiting for something to wakeme up..

to either slap me awake.. or take by my hand and pull me..

so I could follow the pace of life..

I do not know whether it was something or something..

but it feels so far that Which I plead..

and it feels so resltess to wait..

I wish this waiting would end soon..

I really wish that would happen..

That's how I loved you.. Before I even knew you

I keep wondering all the time..

Who are you? and what kind of person would you be? What would you look like?

I wonder how far would the day that I would stand beside you would be..?

When would I be able to look into your eyes and feel so complete..

When I would know that you're the one person that would always be there beside me..

when I could cast all my sorrows away.. and just lie there in your arms..

Then and there I would never feel lonely ever again..

How could I feel lonely if I had someone to belong to.. and to whom

he would belong to me too..

"Having you.. and loving you.. and being able to tell the whole world about it"

would be extreamly beyond words..

just thinking about it makes my heart threaten to burst or miss a beat..

from how far it's overwhelmed..

Butterfly

Have you ever looked at a butterfly.. and wondered at it's wings..?

Have you ever wished to have such delicate wings..?

Have you ever thought?

"Those wings.. those little beautiful wings could take me to where I want to be..

to where I want to be??..." you stop at that thought..

"To where I want to be..?

do I even know where that is right now?"

it's a tough question..

You want a lot of things in life.. you know where your mind wants to be..

but do you really know where does you heart want to be..?

I know it is somewhere out there..

the place where I belong..

and I know that some day I would find it..