~ Lonely ~

No matter how many people there are around me

I can't drow away the feeling of lonleness shading my heart

~ It's You ! ~

(( I look into your eyes.. my breath is caught..

and just for a moment I forget how to breath..

all I saw was your eyes and I was lost in the depth of them..

That look.. that is the look I dreamed of for so long..

The look that made all words seem so lacking..

There is no words that can merely discribes this..

My mind goes blank..

A strange feeling rush from my heart and fell me with heat and pleasure..

the only words I can think of sleps through my lips in a low whisper..

.."It's you!"..

My heart is warmed up.. and my senses are awakened..

I feel safe.. and I feel that I'm Right Where I Belong for the first time in my life..

Beacause it's you.. because I'm here.. between your arms..

..just where I belong.. ))

.. Where is that person? ..
.. Well he ever be there? ..
.. well I ever find that peace? ..
.. do I deserve it? ..

Sometimes it gets so unbereable to wair
and not know

When you need something so bad
and you don't know if you'll ever get it
and you don't know if what you'd get in exchange would be the complete opposite
and shatter your soul and dreams
and you when you think of that
you don't know how could you survive

What you plead and dread at the same time

its just like a huge shadow that lies between you and everything you planned for your life
it could change you
and change the course that your life would take
for good or for bad

thinking about it sets you into a large endless votex


 

~ Thinking ~

Can someone really stop thinking

I doubt that is possible

even when you're exhausted of thinking

and you try to stop

you end up thinking of not thinking

and how bad you want to just relax

"There is no such thing as not thinking"

Cause once we stop thinking... We Stop Living...