I need something to tell me that the life i dream of does actually exsit
All I heat most of the time are things that..
things denying me the mere thought..
They write with bold big letters signs all over the place
telling me to wake up and stop dreaming
bt i keep ignoring them
They don't understand that without those dreams..
what kind of person would i be
I don't know how to surivive if ever my dreams were to be shattered in front of me
i just don't know how to survive that
i keep pleading my dreams so bad and fearing them so much at the same time
i want them
bt i don't know if it was my distiny to meet them
i don't know what is it that i would get
and i want to keep hoping
bt hoping and not knowing just gets so hard somethings
its keeps your heart in a peak not resting and fearing the fall